goodbye, Ryan

a friend of mine from high school is gone. i'd give a link to the newspaper story, but i hate how it portrays him.

i can't believe that i'll never see him again. it's bizarre. he's not the first person i've known who's died, but every time it's almost like it's never happened before.

i only hope that the cops who shot him felt that they had every reason to. i have to believe this, otherwise i.... i don't know.

this is so surreal. i had a crush on Ryan for a couple of years there in school, and all i can think of is this one time that we talked about a pair of bowling shoes he jacked from a local bowling alley. i remember thinking that was the coolest thing ever.

goodbye, Ryan. i'll miss you

Currently:
Reading- it hasn't changed
Listening to- people arguing upstairs